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All right, I'm going to emo.

Sometimes I think I'm really stupid. Not intellectually (though sometimes I have my doubts), but I have absolutely zero people skills. I can't tell what other people think or feel, or what is appropriate when. Most times I mess things up and don't even realise what I've done. It's really horrible, because it's like everyone else is on some other wavelength, and you completely have no idea what's going on. And the worst thing is, they don't even have to try. It comes so naturally to them, but here I am, bumbling along and struggling to make sense of people in general. And obviously people aren't just going to give me straight answers, so what the hell am I supposed to do? I mean, I really don't think this is something that can be studied and learned. You're pretty much born with it. If you have some basic knowledge, then you probably could improve on it, but I have nothing to start with. Oh damn.

You know sometimes when you look at something on the surface it's really simple and easy to understand, but then if you try to analyse it any closer it just gets more confusing and you blow the whole thing way out of proportion. Like the word obviously up there. I think the spelling's right, but it looks wrong to me. I typed it unconsciously- obviously. Then I double check and think, maybe that's wrong. The letters look funny together. Ob-vious. Then I backspace like three times trying to come up with something that seems right, but I realise that the first one's probably right.

Okayyyyyyyy. Way out of proportion.

Brussels Sprouts

Sometimes I think life would be easier if I didn't have any friends.

But a whole lot more depressing too. I love my friends. =)

Pammie should be back today! (let me know when you are)

Am going to watch Harry Potter on Saturday. I like the books better than the movies. Heh. And I'd rather watch Transformers.

I really should be doing my homework or studying instead. Not, you know, lurking on the internet and blogging.

I love Friends! Funny show. =)

See you.

Everybody's Gonna Love Today

I love birthdays! You get presents and stuff. And you can buy stuff for yourself and not feel bad because it's a present for yourself. I don't know how I could ever have disowned my birthday. Heh.

So anyway, I got four CDs today! My parents got me Arctic Monkeys- Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm Not, The Feeling- Twelve Stops And Home, Jack Johnson- In Between Dreams. I got Paolo Nutini- These Streets for myself. Really really really happy, because my aunt's getting me Aqualung- Memory Man too. That's five CDs altogether! Even if I can't open them yet. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

School tomorrow, another round of blahness. Okay, off to attempt to do homework.

Global Warming

EVERYONE PLEASE CUT DOWN ON YOUR CARBON DIOXIDE, CARBON MONOXIDE AND CFC EMMISIONS. Okay I haven't been paying attention in Chem. But anyway. IT'S FREAKING HOT HERE SOMEONE PLEASE TURN DOWN THE TEMPERATURE. Seriously. I just got out of the shower, walked downstairs to dump my clothes, walked up to my room, sat on my bed, and I was sweating.

I HATE THIS WEATHER.

I WANT SNOW PLEASE.

Random Thoughts; Random Person

Today was a sad, sad day. Some bad things happened, one thing in particular, but that was my fault. Snapped at some people, got snapped at in return. Am very tired of some things, and am kind of pissed at myself for not doing anything about it.

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Ugh.

What do you say when you just don't understand?